A funny thing happened this afternoon. I was pouring warm diet soda into my mug. As expected, it began to bubble to the top. I have always been fascinated by that. I encouraged my daughter to do a science experiment on it in middle school to determine what causes the bubbles to overflow when pouring and how it can be avoided. Needless to say, I was considerably more interested in the topic than she was, but, back to my mug. Today when I filled it, it didn't overflow. I stopped pouring at the right time. Now this may not seem significant to you, but if you have spent any time around me, you will know that I am always either rushing to fill it (and since I am impatient, it overflows) or I am playing scientist and trying to continue pouring as the bubbles pop and time the flow of pouring it so it doesn't overflow. This requires focus and patience, (which I lack) so I usually end up making it overflow anyways. Today, I opened a brand new bottle, full of carbonation and poured the bubbles right to the top, then stopped and waited for them to go down to finish filling it. No mess. Not even a little volcano. I actually laughed and said aloud to myself, Wow. No spill. That is significant. I must have learned patience. It may sound funny, but the reality is that I was aware that something really had changed.
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Last week was a week of ups and downs. The realities of listing the house left me with a "Cranky Wednesday" (see previous post). Just when I thought I was feeling better and was looking forward to settling in for a pleasant evening, life had other plans. A loud roar and crackle alerted me quickly that something was wrong. It seems that the weeks of using up the last of the wood that had succumbed to the weather, was just enough to coat the narrow liner of my chimney with creosote (despite my using the powder that was suppose to deter it) resulting in a chimney fire.
Today has not been a day lived with hope. It has been a day filled with angst. Yesterday I shared my post on moving and letting go of Purple Moose in its current form. The response was very positive and I felt good about it. Today someone shared the Zillow post for my house complete with pictures to my FB timeline. Suddenly I felt uncomfortable. I tried to hide the post unsuccessfully. Of course I am too much of a people pleaser to delete it. I know she meant well. But there it was. Every corner of my house exposed to see. Yikes!
My cat appears to hate coffee. Hard to believe, I know, but I only recently started drinking it, so it's relatively new to our home. One morning I awoke to hear Milo scratching at papers on top of my printer that lives at the back of my tabletop desk. Milo! What the heck are you doing? I finally figured out he was trying to cover the offending empty mug I had left there the day before. Good grief! This pattern was to be repeated every day that I forget and left an empty mug on the desk. If Milo was lucky, he would also step on the power button and the printer would whir to life with a series of noises that only a warming up printer can deliver. His favorite time to do this is at about 5:30 in the morning. You would think I'd learn to clean up after myself a little better after being repeatedly woken up at that hour. I blame the MS brain fog.
It's been a rough week. It held one of those moments that make you want to crawl under the covers and stay. And that is exactly what I did...for about 23 hours. But as I lay there in bed at about hour 22, I had to ask myself. So, what are you going to do? Stay in bed from now on? I'd been knocked down before. Was this a choice I really wanted to make? I decided to get up.
Disappointment can be awful. Especially when life takes away something important we thought we had in control. Our reactions usually begin with strong emotions. But at some point there comes a moment when we have to realize we do have a choice in our response. A moment when we choose to live in the misery life has offered us, or to take a step away from it, or push through it to the other side. |
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